My friend Davy has really impressed me over the years. When I first met him, I knew him as a stellar, young guitarist who joined the music team I was leading. A few months later, I found out he was an absolutely fabulous singer (think Adam Lambert’s range without all the, well…disturbing stuff).
About a year into our friendship, I learned he was into graphic design. I thought, “awe that’s nice, this kid likes to draw.” Then a few months later he took up photography (like, from scratch…never done it before). I was impressed.
But the world was going the way of the internet (not sure if you heard that or not), and he didn’t really know how to do web programming or development. Until he did. Taught himself. Did this kid ever stop?
Watching Davy helped me realize something important. He isn’t pencil sketcher. A painter. A computer designer. He doesn’t just take pictures or write web code. He is an artist. And he’s willing to use whatever medium presents itself to bring to life what was is really inside of him.
I want to be the same way. But how many of us get caught up in the expression of who we are instead of, well, who we actually, really are?
A lot of people have asked me if I miss doing music full-time. In some ways I definitely do. Music has been a life-long passion, and the piano a technical pursuit since I was just four years old. I was just beginning to see my dreams of songwriting and record production come to life when we stepped away to start City Community Church. Sounds crazy. But I’ve tried hard to define myself by what’s inside of me, not by the way it comes out.
I am a follower of Jesus Christ, and my purpose is to bring God’s Kingdom alive in the world. Today that expresses itself, not through music, but in co-leading a brand new community of believers. Through speaking and teaching. By writing and blogging. Through sitting across a table from real people as they process life, what it means to genuinely encounter Jesus, and if they really buy into all that or not.
I’m not a musician or songwriter, a teacher, a writer, a pastor. That’s just what I do. And hopefully I can effectively use those expressions to accurately bring the redemption of Christ to life in this broken world. I want to constantly work on who I am, and who God is becoming in me. The outflow always starts from there.
What’s driving your expression? Is there any substance behind what others see? Are you nurturing what lies under the surface? What’s at the source? Are you an “artist” or just a “painter?” What defines you?