“If people can’t see what God is doing they stumble all over themselves; but when they attend to what He reveals they are most blessed.” -Prov. 29:18
If I’m totally honest (and I try to be most of the time…really, I do), I spend a big chunk of my time pursuing what I naturally see inside this head of mine. I can’t help it. The vision I have for my future has been shaped by my parents, my socio-economic upbringing, my sub-culture, the friends I grew up with, my experiences, the voices I’ve listened to. My expectations and assumptions for life are there, under the surface, triggering my impulses and shaping my decisions, even when I’m completely oblivious to their power. That’s not wrong. It’s human.
But if I continue down that road of complete honesty (because apparently all my other posts are full of deception?), I spend a lot of time doing my own thing. I allow my instincts and culture to shape my life’s direction, and then invite God along for the ride. I’m really good at it. I can even spiritually spin it, use grandiose God-terminology, Scripture even, to make myself (and those around me) think I’m after God’s vision and not my own. (Sometimes I even believe my own stories).
And that makes me tired. I get worn out trying to manufacture energy, create growth, draw attention, maintain what I have. My life. My vision. My game plan. Mine.
I think there are a lot of tired people in this world. Tired from chasing the American dream, hiding consumerism in words like “responsibility,” living under our culture’s expectations and obligations, religious duty, cloaking self-absorption in God-language and spiritual vernacular.
What would happen if we learned to stop and listen? To absorb? To allow ourselves to truly be transformed by the values and desires of God’s Kingdom? To “attend to what He reveals?” What if we learned to align ourselves with what God was already doing?
What if we learned to ask, and then really listened and responded to what God revealed about:
- Our families?
- Our marriages?
- The way we spend our money?
- Where we live?
- Our most important relationships?
- His heart for justice?
- His plan for our city?
Something is already formulating these visions. Getting a glimpse of what God is already doing will not happen naturally. We have to be proactive in pursuing, uncovering, listening, surrendering…and then we flat out have to find the guts to respond. Most of the big decisions we make in life aren’t complicated, they’re just very costly. A lot of times, I’m just not willing to pay the price (yeah, I admit it).
What would happen if we all learned to “attend to what He reveals?” What if we got in line with what He is already doing? Are you willing to pay the price? Yeah, I’m not always sure I am either.